Illusion.

Assalamualaikum.

It was that dream.

It was her.

She was there.

You wouldn't know how much I hope that event to occur.

Oh,yeah!

Assalamualaikum.

Yeah,after 3 months of rests and holidays,semester baru akan bermula.

Yeah,I can't complain of not getting enough rest this time.

Yeah,I did many things dalam masa 3 bulan ni.

Yeah,these things that I've done,most of it are A-W-E-SOME!

Yeah,some things did bring me down.

Yeah,I'm going to make some changes for the new semester.

Yeah,I didn't do much for last ones.

And,no,I don't think my current blog is actually a blog.

I might need to get a new one.

Keberadaan yang menyedihkan.

Assalamualaikum.

Biarlah aku menjadi seorang manusia biasa yang mempunyai perasaan yang tidak cukup kuat untuk diakui kuat.

Masih tidak tahu kata-kata hati sendiri.

Aku berharap perasaan itu sekuat dulu.

Perasaan yang cukup kuat untuk telusuri hidup ini.

Makin hari,aku makin lemah.

Dek kerana kepercayaan yang dibiarkan tidak terjaga.

Memerlukan masa untuk pulih hingga tahap yang boleh diharap.

Tapi,aku ada cara aku sendiri.

Cara yang aku fikir dapat membantuku.

Aku tak telusuri hidup ini keseorangan,tidak bersendiri dan bukan dunia ini tujuan aku hidup.

Biarlah aku buat sehabis baik untuk tujuan aku hidup ini.

Back Pass

Assalamualaikum.

After a while,I returned to UIA for some video shoots.

We wanted to get some shoots from the registration day.

Owh,it also means that I'm going to start studying,after being idle inside for a long time.

Great,now I need to talk with my mind for a sec.

Owh,and and,juniors macam ramai je yang lawa-lawa.

Famous Last Words

Assalamualaikum.

Hey,hye.

I'm terribly sorry.

I've been a selfish brat,yet again.

I forgot about your feelings,only to care mine.

I forgot that you've done much,yet I act selfishly.

I'm running away,yet again.

I ran arrogantly,not knowing that i left something behind.

Maybe now you see,how selfish I can be.

Maybe this is why I'll keep running and hiding.

Until the time comes.

Before it's too late,I want to say that whatever you'll choose for your future,don't stop half way.

I'm in no position to say this,but,trust yourself,and God will help,insyaAllah.

Time to go to war.

Assalamualaikum.

I'm currently lost.

I need some soul-searching.

I will be less connected to the world,as long as it takes.

To the people who cares about me,don't worry,I will try to be safe.

And if these are the last words,I would like to seek for your forgiveness upon all my wrong doings.

Whatever it takes,I need some changes.

And if I change into someone less liken,I am terribly sorry.

But I promise I'll try not to be.

Until then,so long.

Fake

Assalamualaikum.

Whenever my life is in a very exciting condition,I can highly sure sorrow will follow.

It's like whenever I'm enjoying life,there is some kind of energy is being drained,and it causes the gloom when it's depleting.

Knowing my life,this is what it seems to be.

Or maybe I'm already gloomy when I appear to be bright.

Maybe I'm just wearing a mask,covering the truth.