Fade To Black

Day by day,time passes.
Hopes that I waited,now,are fading away.
I realised,it must be impossible for you to forgive me.
It won't be fair to forgive me,after what I've done.
I know it's too early to say these words.
Or maybe,it's just too late.
And,I suppose you are trying to forget and let the memories fade away.
Guess it's time to fade to BLACK.

Remembering You

I am trapped,in my past,it stucks me here,immobilizing me.
I know you suffered from my action,but,believe me,what I did,it caused me even a catastrophic one.
Saying the words was hard,but,letting you go was the worst.

All the things we did,we went through,it came to my mind,not in a particular moment,but,every bit of memory,it's like having both a sweet dreams and a nightmare in parallel.
I just want everything gets better,just like the way we were.
I missed you.
I blame myself for letting you go.
I am sorry.
If you hate me,please do tell.Let me know something.
And,I really hope you got to read this.

Raya and celebrating it.

Tahun ni punye raya hanye akan disambut sekadar kadar yang boleh lah.
Raya ke-4 dah ade exam,tahniah la.
Memang perancangan yang bagus telah dibuat.shish!!!

Selamat Hari Raya EidulFitr'.
Maaf zahir,dan kalau batin pon ade,maafkan lah juge.
Assalamualaikum.

Blog kali ni diilhamkan ketika aku sedang duduk diatas tandas berwarna biru,sibuk mengeran,dihujani air shower.

Aku selalu memikirkan tentang jikalau ade kebocoran yang berlaku dilaluan silaturrahim dalam hidup aku.

Jikalau ia berlaku,maafkan aku kerana tak dapat jadi sempurna buat kau.

Mistaken Blessings

Friends,I am sorry for not able to be up to your standards.

I know I didn't do it the way it suppose to be done.

I tried my best to help you guys,but,some still won't accept it.

Still saying I cheated,still look down on me,still think that what i got was not supposely to be mine.

Friends,I am sorry for not being honest.

I will show you guys,this is not my full potential.

It is not yet the time.

Another Decade

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Mule2 skali,nk tulis ape,ye??

owh,ye.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sabtu lepas ialah satu hari yang sangat memenatkan.

Dari pukol 8 pagi,sampai la pukol 12,metabolisma dan otot2 aku bergerak dgn aktifnye.

Hari tu,aku ade exam english.

Memang cramp la otak nak perah idea.

Lepas je exam,teros pegi cc,main counter strike.

mmg mendapat la,kn?

Lepas tuh,naek bilik,siap2,solat smue,aku klua balek.

Aku teroskan perjalanan ke bukit bintang.

Sampai sane,aku kesesatan.

Aku dah lupe jalan2 kat Times Square.

adoi,Theses Statement btol.

Then,aku carik la azuan.

Dye memang ade power ar,susah gyle nk detect dye.

Mungkin dye dh amek sikit kuase Ibrahim.

hehee,kedue-due pihak,aku mintak maaf.

Lepas tuh,ktorang jln2,and pegi pavi,tgk wayang.

Lepas tgk wyg,pegi la restoran,nk berbuke.

Entah apsal,aku tibe2 high kat situ.

Padahal baru minom coke je.

Pasti ramai yg tak puas hati dgn aku,

Lantak la,janji aku cube utk gembire.

Sebenarnye badan aku tak sihat time tuh,panas kat dalam.

Demam kot.

pelik2 je badan aku nieh.

Lepas makan,solat,survay2 barang,bla,bla,bla,ktorang tangkap2 gamba.

hahah,mcm paparazzi je,tp dgn camera handphone je la.

Still,bole timbulkan kontroversi and skandal gak la.

Wohoo,aku skandal.

Kat bwh nnti aku selitkn beberape gamba.

Sampai rumah dekat pkol 11.30.

Tak sangke lambat gyle balek.

Aku anta dorang balek.

Hajar,tahniah,kamu kawan wanita ke-2 yang aku bwk naek kete.

Lepas anta smue balek,aku pon balek la.

despite being sleepy,aku still online.

memang tak bangun sahur la esok nye en?
okay,here's some pic.

camera phone yg ni tak brape okay,tapi still functional la.

It's not a slr or something like that.

Aku tak mampu smue tuh.

dad and mom once again made a big step.

at first,aku fikir bende ni just for my brother.

aku tak kesah la,sebab my bro yg slalu pakai bende ni.

auntie yg 1st sebut yg bro akan dpt bende ni.

mesti time tuh dye igt aku jealous,padahal aku tak kesah pon.

then,my mom said it's for the both of us.

time tuh agak happy la,sape la yg tak suke kalau dapat bende ni.

kalau aku tak suke karang,kate aku tak bersyukur.

I am not bragging or being boastful or anything,but,all i wanna say is....

I GOT MY FIRST CAR.

eventhough share dgn bro,still,its my car.

its not a chevrolet or a mercedes,so no need to feel anything,okay?

Here's some pic i caught with it and my friends.