Remembering You

I am trapped,in my past,it stucks me here,immobilizing me.
I know you suffered from my action,but,believe me,what I did,it caused me even a catastrophic one.
Saying the words was hard,but,letting you go was the worst.

All the things we did,we went through,it came to my mind,not in a particular moment,but,every bit of memory,it's like having both a sweet dreams and a nightmare in parallel.
I just want everything gets better,just like the way we were.
I missed you.
I blame myself for letting you go.
I am sorry.
If you hate me,please do tell.Let me know something.
And,I really hope you got to read this.