Second Wave of Despair

The second semester has ended.I thought it was a good semester,but,too much happened during this semester.I wasn't myself most of the time.The only time I am me were when I am with my friends.Too many things happened that hurted me within,caused some bleeding,incurable in these short times.Yet,I know,this won't stop me.
And,for those who are trying to forget me,I won't care anymore.As long as it's something you wanted to do,I won't stop.And I am very sorry for the action I acted,the selfishness,the jealousy,the stupidity.I'm glad I met you,eventhough it's me that destroyed the relation.
I am a destroyer.
There are many things I need to learn in this world,as some might say,everything won't go the way you wanted to,it's called reality.
Hear me,these feelings that i thought once to be true,now,a despair to me.